“11 years have past…but we shall never forget our fallen brethren and our countless heroes. As a nation we shall always remember and never give in.”
Mind and heart, reason and feelings. This is what I am and what I fight for. My flag and banner, my coat of arms. The shield that protects me from all my enemies and all threats made against me. Thoughts and emotions are all I have to give and share with this pathetic world. These two things have saved, characterized, and identified me. They foment and nurture me day to day. So that I may always be ready to face the challenge of becoming or in fact being an interesting and remarkable individual. Now, I know not if I am successful in this endeavor but I can attest that because of these two things I am one step closer every day. Because of intellect and sentiment I am not confound to any barriers nor am I bound to any norms or laws of man. I do not consider myself a romantic-idealist but if that is the category that I must be placed under, so be it. I do not take note of it. The only conclusion I come to, which is the conclusion reached by my own genius is that I live pure and free…free.
Free from morality and immorality, free from the structures and enigmas of society and all that it entails…religion, politics, etc. Free from the notion and concept of reality. I am my own master, and my own philosopher. I am………me.
Michael Alexander Muñoz-Loaiza
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I can’t stand you absence, days pass without you and I just waist hours thinking of you. Your memories are so pleasant and meaningful to me that I can’t help but obsess over you…and my heart and body ache. Without you I am a ship a vessel without a compass or a helm. Without you I have no reason, no north, I am just an animal a beast, but not a human. Without your love I have no life, no peace, no existence. I feel as if I were a child lost in central park in the darkness of night - without my protector or guide…which is obviously you. But you do not know who you are, you do not know how much you mean to me…but I guess you never will, because I will never tell.
My situation is very tense and full of fallacies. But I suppose I must forgive in the name of love. No more differences, no more fights over the things we can overcome. We both must confront our issues and dilemmas both personal and collective. No more conflict, no more bickering, just understanding and love. Our lives are forever intertwined, you are mine and I am yours…so what is there to wage war over. Neither of us can live without the other. So I will be the diplomatic one, this is my treaty, my surrender. I surrender to you…to your person, body, soul and will.
Nunca se encuentra el sentido de la vida…con la filosofia mucho menos. Encontrarla es mas bien cuestion de vivir la vida misma. Vivir mientras uno existe, reir y sufrir mientras uno respira, y pensar libremente mientras uno sea capaz.
Me lo dijo un gran amigo Juan David Velasco Montoya alias “Chasquita”
I hate being stuck in the place I am in, I just do not know what to do nor what path to take. All I do know is that I want a life with you but we are so different. Different interests, different likes, and different outakes of life. What a fool I was to think and assume that I could ever have anything with you. I thought I read you perfectly, boy was I mistaken. I saw signs where there were none and observed signals that were not there to begin with. If I could only come clean with all this, but I simply can’t. But you, you should know what I am talking about becuase it is your fault that I am like this. It is becuase of you that I have so much pain and hurt, to know that you do not love me the way I do you. To know that you will never correspond my affection as I demonstrate it to you. To just know that I am only one more person in your life when you are everything to me in mine.
I am cursed with non-reciprocity for the rest of my life wether by nature, choice or selection. I hate you but I love you more.
Wait, so I guess it is true, one only hates what is secretly loved…
What is distance for two lovers?
Miles that could be filled with hugs, caresses, and kisses, shortened by desire, and eradicated by love.
It is the capacity to be more close while being so far away. To create such a bond that it becomes unbreakable, such a union that its foundations are indistructable.
It is to touch and feel one another without touching. It is to talk to one another without the use of language nor mouths. It is to get lost in a profound stare without looking at one another.
What is distance for two lovers?
- It is a force that drives love to levels beyond comprehension. It is a power that enables love to be experienced and explored in ways that bogles the mind.
Michael Alexander Muñoz-Loaiza
“I will protect all Colombians regardless of whether the attacks come from guerrillas, paramilitaries, or foreign indavers.”
-Colombian President Dr. Alvaro Uribe Velez
So Hugo Chavez…..please just fuck off and stop trying to alter the brotherly relationship Venezuela has had with Colombia for over 200 years. Do not forget that we were once one country. Do not forget that Colombia’s defense budget is two times Venezuelas and Colombia has a standing army three times greater then Venezuelas. Jodate imbecil, malparido……..y vete pa’ la puta mierda….
Que Viva La Soberania Y Democracia Colombiana……….Siempre….
Michael Alexander Muñoz-Loaiza